Decide. You can have it or you can create it.

You can wait for it or you can chase it.

J♡

Wander to the wonders within, without worry of winning or wasting time. Circle back to life...

J♡

"With nothing else to cling to, I loved hard and deep, and purposefully.

Letting my shadow absorb the impact of self neglect. I fell for the high of feeling wanted, but I never had what I didn't know I needed.

Then I ran into her when I tried to run over my true beliefs, a tragic accident of emotions. A master of escapism instead. I couldn't accept that I was a miracle in the flesh.

A surreal spiritual disappearance.

So in order to survive, I had to rewrite my story.

I was made with star fragments formerly undiscovered.

I am here to be seen.

I acknowledge... My shadow self can only be seen and begin to heal if the light of my life is focused on her."

J♡

"I remember you...

Then time is halted.

My fears are freed.

My spirit exalted.

Where I am.

Everywhere.

You are.

In my love.

You live forever.

J♡

The discovery of being in love with yourself is the ultimate journey to true success.

J♡

"You see her light, you smile and sigh

If only your eyes could find the truth inside...

There's so many things she hasn't done yet

So much love she hasn't shown yet

Walking around with her head down to hide a frown, she wants you to love her

Chancing a glance over at your soul

She wonders if you'll ever really know

There's nothing else to do but give up loving you... Should've worshipped her sooner." J♡

"Gravity holds us attached to this planet

Yet we developed the urge to turn it

Never understanding where we stood

We lit it, it's burning

Freely we started to kill it

After didn't matter since we never knew the beginning

Experience diminished, we failed to learn the difference

We missed it

Instead we walk with greed for things we can't keep

Capturing people, places and intention with fear-based reckless attention

All while claiming to organize the wreckage

It's irresponsible and senseless

When are our souls going to make the connection?

Relation doesn't equate to ownership

There's no way to impact someone's spiritual function

Without altering your innermost essence...

Speculation unintended." J♡

"Time changes everything. Even when the melody is on repeat

Sections of retention might lessen

The perceptive quality of manifesting audible recollection

Hastily aggregated permeation of decisive remembrance

Causing us to re-listen, to repeat the transmission for future conditions

Otherwise we might miss it. Lose it. Time doesn't wait for you to use it.

Doesn't allow for shared delusion.

Your interpretation might be the catalyst to someone's dissolution.

The space before time is inclusion."

J♡

"Nobody knows the zone you meet me in when I'm lost within

Puzzled by how you surround me when you're not really there

I still feel your whispering touch burning against my skin

Trust dominates the torture you create everywhere

We begin

Unusual power takes hold of the space between our faces

Right before you close the distance we back away hesitant

Hovering under the guise of unborn affection until a sacrifice is made

Let's do better to decrease the space we habitually create

Severing our former selves secedes our ability to relate..."

J♥

Empathy is not separate from self awareness.

Perspective making comes before perspective taking.

J♡

"Now I can breathe.

Without reacting, I'm detaching from needing you so that I can hold myself closer.

I Inhale.

When my spirit is heavy and I can't carry the weight... the force of air becomes my strength.

I Exhale.

To release the pressure of trying to be light enough to be loved.

Creating space for stillness here.

I'm too tired to struggle against fear.

I am here on purpose.

Living with grace."

J♡

"Sunflower petals in the wind.

Still.

Noticing.

Loving.

Believing.

Inhaling existing.

We arrived here all being, all seeing, all loving.

No amount of doubting, distracting or judging will remove our intrinsic ability to continue transforming."

J♡

Take up all of the space in your skin.

To become while becoming.

Unlearning predictions derived from conditions.

Your mind is only yours to create.

Are you here yet? Are you dreaming awake?

J🖤